There's no way I would have had huge muscle jocks want me to fuck their asses a year ago......And then again, I guess that still hadn't changed becaus... there I sat being totally stood up. My cock was bulging in my jeans so I did the only thing I could and get right back on those dirty apps and start cruising hard for a back-up. I started up a chat with this guy that I had talked to before. This 6'4" "straight" hockey player. He never really wanted to do much more than just jerking a guy off. .. my father, so much older and smaller ... and my painful reunion with Izzy ... the shock and sorrow of discovering what her life had become.Forgiveness ... and spanking ... pain, domination and sex ... a dream of death ... then death for real ... killing and more killing ... rejection and a drunken tantrum in the snow ... and meeting the darkness.'I thought I was going to be stuck in your head, no more than an afterthought, for the rest of your pathetic existence. You have no idea how hard I. I never would have thought... I never imagined Dale would do anything like that," she said trying to find her words. Her eyes were still glued to the TV and I couldn't see Randy's hands but it appeared his arm was headed to her lap. Certainly his eyes were there. I could only imagine he was trailing his hands, his fingers on her bare legs."Watch it Sandy. Look what your boyfriend is doing. I think you're really going to like this," he continued. It appeared as if he had spliced out some of the. Some were just in panties. I thought it was great, I was just really surprised - but at the same time the heat was cranked, so it made sense I guess.I walk into the kitchen and on the table where all the drinks are I see a young guy and girl completely naked, making out. She is sitting on the table with her legs wrapped around him and he's standing. They aren't fucking, but he's grinding into her pretty hard. The weirdest part was there were 4 other people (3 guys and 1 girl) just standing.