Kya hua.?.Ladka=mam..M.A.I.N jhadne wala hun aahMam=kya ita jaldiLadka=han ma.M.M.MMadam jhatse khadi hui or uska lund apne munh mein leliya or woh la...ka uske munh ko chodne laga 3 jordar dhakon mein he madam k ankhon se pani nikal aaya or sath mein he woh ladka bhi madam k munh mein jham gaya woh madam uska pura rass chus gai or pura land chat chat k saaf kardiyaMadam=salle gandu chal meri aag bhi bujha chal chut chaat meri.Ita sunte he woh ladka niche baitha ghutno k ball or us madam ki ek. He never knew it because I am shy and never told anybody, except my mom. She knew all about it.When I was almost 13 years old, he was almost 18 and finishing high school. Just before the Prom, his girlfriend abruptly broke up with him and he had no one to take to the dance. He was crushed because he had worked so hard in school and he was looking forward to that night of celebration, music, dancing, and fun. My mom learned of this and suggested that he take me to the dance. I was almost as tall. Next was her family life and the husband she had at home. He worked construction and was part of a crew that laid bricks. It seemed to pay good money but the winter time had to have sucked.“I didn’t see a wedding ring.” I pointed out, plopping the rest of my biscuit in my mouth.“Can’t wear jewelry here.” she laughed, “Probably get stolen anyway.” and sighed, “Plus, you could get it caught on something if you have to wrestle an inmate.”“Wrestle a lot of them do you?” I asked, drinking the last. Since my childhood wasmostly a miserable and lonely existence,then, had the subject of mygender confusion been confronted by those adults to whom my well beingwas entrusted,then life may have been a little more interesting. Isuppose as it is with most children who suffer from this "affliction",(as I viewed it at the time) I thought I had the best kept secret in theworld. Only with hindsight as an adult did I realize it was the best keptopen secret in the world! The taboo subject never to be.