This would be the last time, he resolved. The narrow road had now become a path, just a passage in the snow. Barbara looked out over the reservoir. Th... snow fell too hard and densely to allow her see the opposite bank. Jeff had not exaggerated. This was the real thing. The Explorer soldiered on. A sedan would have been out of service long ago, but another thirty minutes of marching brought them to a roadside gate. ‘We’re here. Reach back and get the boots and coats.’ While she did so, he went. ?an obedient one is always a nice change?, he reached in and grabbed my hair pulling me out of the car and onto the floor. ?crawl piggie? be ordered leading me by my hair into the house. He stopped in front of the sofa and ordered me to kneel. ?I know what you want, and don’t worry i don’t want your mind or your life, those are completely your own, i just want your body. I will call you cunt, or piggie or bitch, ill never call you stupid or dumb, because your not. If you give your body to me. He said calmly. Was that sadness in his voice? Take me to the fucking hospital then! I quipped mockingly. You know I cant do that! He answered angrily. He gently set me down into a chair. Where did that come from? I wondered. The pain of my body startled me. I cried out involuntarily. He reached in to his pocket. Take this he handed me a small white pill. I looked at it, examining it carefully. No, I dont know what it is. Why the hell should I take it. It is a pain medication. You are going to. But look at it from my view. I was in a no win situation. The best I could hope for is that he judged you right and kept his word about the deal." Did you know about his plans beforehand?"Chapter 129JacobPersonal log (voice), J. J. Stone, Captain of the Flying Dutchman,12:30 pm, November 3rd, 20066:30 am November 4th, 2006 (local time)I think I invite trouble. I had just about stopped bleeding when I heard some noise outside my cell. So I started singing a song I heard on Public Television's.