Butch? Because she wasn't that either. Mind you, I wasn't – am not – an unbiased observer."Am I seeing the real Bella?" She turned to look at me w...en I spoke."I don't know," she replied seriously, "I can only say I'm not consciously trying to ... project ... a particular image," she frowned, but then a smile lit up her face. "You're the first person," she stopped and fiddled with a loaf of bread on the counter-top, "the first person I haven't felt the need to ... I don't really know what to. I missed my chance at the brass ring last time but, buddy, when it taps my fingers this time, I'm gonna hold on so tight it'll beg for mercy!" I love you, kid!" Oh, Wally, I love you more than anything! Apart we do okay, but together we've the moon and the stars! Let's not let them set and leave us in the dark again, baby! This time to hell with the billing! Balls! Dick! Who gives a fuck which comes first! This time your dick and my balls are equals! I've been wastin' away, pining like a. As for me the few moments we spent together were great, and the sex was hot, wild and passionate. -----------------------------------------------------------------I arrived home in Ohio, with my spirit renewed and a new lease on life. I left my bags at the foot of the bed, kicked my shoes off and looked around for Rodney. He was not at home, and when I looked at the clock realized he was still at work. So, I phoned him and informed him I was home. There was no welcome home sweetheart, nor I. I had lost a few girl friends because of this... Believe me I never had contempt to my partner or looked at her as a slave... all I wanted was to love and pamper the girl who would serve me. I wanted to cook and feed food my little girl... kiss her eyes put her to sleep with my nipples in her mouth and hold her in my arms as long as she would sleep... I entered my room and closed the door behind me... I wanted to go back to her... I sat on my bed... didn't know what to do... I was sitting there.