I told her no and she said she would bring sandwiches over. I had been watching the porn movie and my cock was hard just hearing her voice. Tina arriv...d with sandwiches and we ate lunch as if nothing had happened earlier. But my cock wouldn't go down. It was straining against my shorts and I caught Tina looking more than once. After I cleaned up from lunch. Tina stood up and walked into the living room and started watching the porno movie. When I came in she told me to sit down next to her. Her. But since the prospect of getting my new body had come closer, myintermittent dysphoria had gotten worse. Looking down as I peed orshowered and knowing I could be rid of that thing so quickly and easily,without needing a letter from a psychologist or tens of thousandsof dollars or my parents' permission... that made it harder to bear.All I needed was to trust someone. I couldn't wait until the weekend.Wednesday afternoon, after I'd helped Sophia with her English homework,I said: "Can I tell. Then he shifted his hands over his left shoulder and tried to reach the zipper again but couldn't do it. Then back he went to the original position but still he couldn't reach the zipper. Angie was now starting to laugh at his fumbling as Joey's sobbing was almost out of control. Angie continued to let him struggle with the zipper and was laughing hard at his efforts. Finally she said, "Turn around little girl and I'll help you with your dress." The girl phrase just went over Joey's head. He. I refused her, telling her that she would later be sorry if she broke her vow and using the lack of a condom and my fears of impregnating her for reasons. The lack of a condom was a lie... I was, thanks to the three of them, already becoming more sexually active with a couple of other girls in the neighborhood. Though it had yet to advance beyond the touchie-feelie and necking stage, I had already bought condoms in preparation.A few days after the session with Pat and Alivia, Raquel was not.