’ ‘It might have been okay if she hadn’t insisted that he be named ‘Benson’ after you.’ ‘What? Why would she do that?’ ‘Who knows, a...yway she and Jimmy split up and she divorced him a couple of years ago.’ ‘I think that I should go and see her, as soon as I can get out of this place.’ ‘I’d rethink that if I were you. You’d be better to see how the land lies before you make that move.’ He stuffed his notebook in his pocket and the two of them left me to my thoughts and the tender mercies of the. I knew the answer to the next question before I'd even asked it. "And who's going to be lying spread-eagled naked in the middle of the circle?" Gary approached with the near-empty litre bottle of Jack Daniels, "Why you of course, Nikki" I swallowed my third drink down eagerly in one gulp. "OK, well let's get on with it!" In no time at all, Gary and his friends were naked and all stroking lovely erections. They even began playing with each other in front of me. I'd left just my panties,. If I hadn't promised Dad, that son-of-a-bitch would be dead and hanging off the wall." When we were out in that field, you said that you were going to do that anyway," BethAnn reminded him. "Are you going to break your promise to your father?" No, I'll wait until it's his time, then retrieve the head. He and I have managed to get along since Dad died, six years ago, so that makes him eight or nine now. Another year or two isn't going to make a whole hell of a lot of difference." So how long. What I had for him was lust, but he had much nobler feelingsfor me than I for him. I started crying again and he asked me what Ihad, I answered:-"I wish I could be happy with this news, I wish I could reciprocateyour love."For the first time I had not called him "lord". I continued:-"I cry because I miss Elisabeth, I wish I could see my child growingin her belly, but this is impossible now, since she hates me."-"I wish I did not remember that I was born male and be happy ofhaving your child."He.