’ Nikki felt her mind shut down. He couldn’t be doing this to her. She loved him! He had told her that he loved her and wanted to be her boyfriend... Why why why was he doing this?!?!?! She started to struggle again as he yanked her up to her knees. He was having difficulty doing anything with the cast on his arm, and dragged Nikki to his dresser. He had enough mobility to get his handgun off the top of the dresser, and the dumb bitch probably would never know he couldn’t cock it, but she knew it. I did it, and that's just a part of who I am. You should know my reckless behaviour by now, and I'm not going to apologise for something I did several years ago that didn't harm anybody. And don't tell me I'm a victim, because I made a choice. I'm the one who did it. This is just an explanation. I feel I owe you that much.How it happened was I was sitting cross-legged on my bed, fumbling through my cardboard box of restraints. Joel, my roommate at the time, was standing by the doorway, digital. I moan and his grin gets wider. “Is someone turned on?” he asks me. I grin down at him. “I can’t help it when and incredibly sexy male sleeps next to me in my bed naked.” “I always sleep naked,” he grins back, still teasing my nipples. “Which is why I’m always horny,” I reply. I push his hands away and start to leave a trail of kisses down his chest towards his erection. I tease him by kissing the insides of his thighs and on his stomach around his cock, being careful not to touch it. He gasps. I don’t want to do this.’ She was backing into a wall without realizing it, and he kept walking towards her. She knew from the look in his eyes what he wanted. ‘You still have feelings for me. I can tell from the look in your eyes and from the way you kiss me.’ She shook her head, denying it even though she knew he was right. He could see that he was upsetting her again and decided to back off. He took her hand and lead her back to the couch, sitting her down. ‘You win, okay? I give. I’m not.