It was the thought of losing her that made me most aware of how much I wanted her: to help her, yes, but also to be there for her, to be good for her,...to be with her.I sighed. "Death is the mother of beauty," I said. Lauren looked questioningly at me as I got up from the desk and made sure the door was locked, then killed the light and got into bed, the room lit now by only by the city's ambient light. "It's from a poem," I said as I got settled. "The possibility of losing something is what. “References-on- roman mythology,”I repated, saying each word separatly. “ro-man-myth-logy?” She repeated, almost singing. It soundef so lovely the way she said it, like the first line of a poem. I could feel my heart gradually beating slower, then how it was a few moments ago. My blood suddenly became less violent, its was almost as this one girl had the ability to calm down my spirt. “Just a minute please. I'll check,”she said, she bit her lower lip and turned around to type the words ROMAN. Four men held him down while a fifth man used his bowie knife to cut away Amos' pants and underwear. A rope was tied around Amos' penis and scrotum tight enough that it could not slip off. Amos was dragged, screaming in pain, by the rope to a large tree in the Hopkins' front yard. The loose end of the rope was thrown over a thick limb, and the men pulled on the rope to raise Amos off the ground. Thus, all of Amos' 153 pounds was supported by just the loop of rope around his cock and balls.Once. Main raat ko 8:30 tak apne room main study karta raha aor phir light off karke so geya.Mere aor papa ke room main koyi door nahi tha sirf ek curton hi tha. Todi der baad papa aor mam aaye aor mujhe chu ke dekha maine sone ki acting ki huyi thi, vo mujhe check karke vapis bed room main chale gaye. Aor ek dam mam ke chikne ki awaj huyi shahad papa ne mam ki chuchi jor se daba di.Aunty: huyi huyiiiiiiiiiii yaar aese tode hi dabate hain.Papa: jaan kitne dino se tadpa hun enka dudh pine ko aaj pila.