You see, I had been betrayed by a representative of each of these categories. So, I hated them all. I found myself walking the Dark Side. I did terrib...e things. I became everything I loathed. I was a lost cause. Then, one day, I returned to the Light. While on a trip to NYC, a forty-something black woman and her husband saved my life. We had been talking on the lengthy bus ride from Boston to Chinatown, New York. I befriended them. When we set foot in New York City, we went to the train station. I'd been seeing my boyfriend for about a year. I didn't start out intending to have sex, but I must admit that I had thought about it. I had wanted him for a while, but I was raised to wait for marriage. Still, on this particular day my desire for him was especially strong. My boyfriend said he had a very special birthday present for me, so we went to his house. There he carried out a well executed seduction. I was more than a bit reluctant, but I was in love with him, so eventually his. Nice cock he said slowly wanking me then he released his hold on me quickly UN did his jeans pulled them down exposing a medium sized cock of about 6 " his hand moved to the back of my head began to gently push me towards his cock,i knew what he wanted but was nervous,you won,t come in my mouth i said, he seemed shocked, i would never do that with out asking he said, with that i slid onto the floor began to lick the head of his cock, it tasted not unlike my own precome so i took some more cock. True?”“Yes, I can see that, but I thought that what happened with Tony was pleasurable for you? So we will keep doing that. It tremendously aroused me to see you with Tony and to know you were being pleasured.”“No, Juan. First, I do not want to have to fuck anyone else to please you. If I do, it will be to please myself. Second, I want you to have a sexual life with me as well. I love you, and though I an no longer return to what I was, I want to have the pleasure that I now know you can give.