I know that on the other side of that glass is my naked daughter. The door's not locked or anything. I could slide it to the side, I could reach in an... pull out my wet naked daughter and then..."And then she'd be surprised and screaming with fear," I think to myself as visions came and went and reality intrudes.I step back into the hallway and start down to Anna's room leaving the door half opened. I could never do that to her, I could never hurt her like that. I can dream about it. I can jerk. .Slut Puppy: you don't have to travel all the way up. i'm going to Cali anyway, unless you prefer that...Jay Mac: I want to share as much time with you as I can while you're here... Slut Puppy: btw..did you mention you had trouble with arthritis? i would love to treat you to a nice sensual massage while i'm there!Jay Mac: Laughs... my body is an orthopedic wrecking yard, too many sports injuries, too many motorcycles... twenty five years of abuse... and I'd love a message or two or three or. Jason, I think there are two things you need to learn: you need to accept a problem and deal with it without ducking and diving and also you need to accept there are times that you need to be ruthless and you will hurt others.”“Earth had weird rules of war and life. Those beliefs infected you. You retain archaic ideas from there that don’t help you at all. You say you want to learn to be effective in the world of the ancients, but won’t change how you think. You agonize incessantly over your. ’ ‘You know something, asshole. You really should mind your own fucking business!’ Suddenly as pissed off as I could be, I grabbed my bottle and my cheese and ducked down below, slamming the companionway hatch shut and sliding the barrel-bolt in place. There, I was safe now! Just like a turtle, in fact, slipping back into his little armored world. Alone again, safe as I could be. +++++ I woke the next morning and tidied up the boat, went into town to pick up some new charts and a newspaper,.