I said "They don't have any guard dogs here". Mum then said "That's good to know, can we sit a minute". I said "Yeah if you want". Mum walked over t... a grassy bank and sat down, the grass bank shielding us from any one who might look our way. Mum said "it's lovely here". As she said it she brought her knees up and I could see the tops of her stockings at the back of her thighs, I thought to my self, how very nice Mum's legs looked. I didn't realise I was staring until Mum said "Are you . ’ Mandy did as Laurel did as though rehearsed. The three piercings became obvious to me. The need to be sick was only outweighed by the need to hurt someone called Mike, it was Mandy’s voice that was once again the only voice in the room. ‘Let go of your ankles and stand, turn and face your master and then kneel.’ The duo did just that and waited once again. Mandy knew me too well, she had anticipated my shock and knew I would be slowly set on a boil. She spoke to inform me and to keep Laurel. Once again I thought, oh great another bitch to work with.I very much stuggled with the class and was trying to get the concapts and Becky would go over and over my lessons with me showing a lot of patience. every Saturday for weeks She would show up in her sweatshirt she would go over and my lessons.One day in early spring she showed up in her sweatshirt and shorts, once again my parents were out of town. I think Becky was getting frusterated with me because I was still strugglig and still on. “It was like she was coming back again to try to pull me into that dark room,” Roxie said. “I knew I shouldn’t be there, but something inside me was pulling me to that place. It took all I had to break away.”Cal watched her breathing slow as she slumped down in her seat. The wide eyes had half closed. She lifted her hands and buried her face in them. She began speaking. Her hands muffled the tone, but Cal listened to the words.“I can’t stand being afraid, Cal. I don’t even know what I’m afraid.