I was only nineteen at the time and I just got caught up in the sex and liquor. For the first time in my life I was free to be wild and I made the bes... of it. You could say that I went nuts. Once I realized the damage I was doing to myself I began to wake up.It hit me hard when I realized that my reputation on (and off) campus had me as the "easiest lay on campus;" hearing that woke me up. But even more important, it made me feel cheap. I realized that the girls wouldn't speak to me, and then. Her thin, non-existent lips, in comparison to his full, sensual lips, were ideal to him. He liked anything that wasn’t like him. He loved her pointy, pug nose, her stringy, dyed blonde hair felt luxurious in his tight grasp, her pale skin that was now red with arousal looked erotic next to his own, smooth chocolate skin. Having a flat ass was WAY better in his mind than having a butt that looked like it belonged on an African savage swinging from the trees. His dick couldn’t get hard unless. Get used to the slow track and smile about it, be a totalgirl or you're out and way down. At first, it wasn't that bad. I triedto stay useful, even if I was just one of the girls. I could dressnormally, no fetish nasties to hide. I passed as usual and just fit in.There were procedures to improve and budgets to tighten, but after all,it was all Welcome Wagon nonsense and before long there was nothingworth doing. At the same time, Rhonda started making demands. I had touse her hairdresser and. "Uh... before you burn that thing," she said, "maybe we could have a little meeting first? I have a few things I need to go over with you guys and I'd prefer you keep your heads semi-straight for it."Matt sighed dramatically. "I suppose," he said. "And there is that other matter we have to take care of too, isn't there?" Yes," Pauline said. "There's that too." What other matter?" asked Darren, who was reclining in the seat next to Coop on the right side of the plane."We'll get to it," Jake.