He moves to stroke her face, his expression serious. "Are you sure you want to do this? We don't have to, if you don't want to." Susie caresses his fa...e once more, him leaning into her hand before kissing her palm. "I do want to. I guess I'm just scared; I haven't done it in a while and I don't want this to be just sex," she murmurs as her insecurities about a guy like Matthew wanting someone like her take over. He softly presses his lips against her, interrupting her thoughts. "Susie, anyone. What the hell. I had money and looking like a big shot in front of a couple of cute girls was always a good thing, even if one of them was my sister. I grabbed my wallet and fished out my credit card.“This one has four thousand dollars and gets me miles on Delta,” I told them, “Go ahead and limit it out.”They looked astonished but slowly grins crept over their faces. I heard twin squeals and they grabbed my hands.“You’re going with us!” they said in unison.I was horrified when I realized they. But he had made it fun, not sinful, and life-embracing rather than a deadly sin, something I now eagerly sought rather than shunned.And, ironically, even my brief encounter with Sammi had been immensely helpful. Her Holy shit! Isn’t this great? attitude, coupled with her wide-eyed, innocent interest in sex as a normal, healthy thing seemed to open doors for me in the way that Kelly had tried seventeen years earlier.Regardless, I found myself now being eager to fuck. Specifically, to fuck James.. So I went to his house for a 'catch up' So I was sat on his bed and he was on the other side of the room, so yeah we were chatting for a bit and the topic got on to sex as he knew the guy i fucked. So I told him all about it, I could see him getting pretty hard from obviously thinking of sex, just the sight of his bulge made me lust for it more, and I started to get hard. It was obvious he had spotted my hard on too as he just came over to me and planted his lips on mine, his beard was all.