Ultimately, we believe the real religion at the end of the day should be love, with a definition of compassion, learning, trust, intimacy, sensuality,...acceptance, understanding, etc... From our profile description, you'll know that we are both mixed with various cultures, which has led to an exploration of ourselves and the world we live in. Our explorations, which includes our sexuality, has led to communication and a liberation to be open with each other, but more importantly ourselves. We. He knows now I’m awake and that I’m pretending. He feels my body tremble under his touch but doesn’t say a word. Just twists and squeezes harder, groping and pulling and twisting my body. Two hands are some how on every in of my body and as his rough finger tips slide between my legs I tighten my whole body. With every bit of strength I have I close myself off to him. Instead of forcing me further he pulls back and I breath out and relax slightly. Until his belt starts to unsnap from behind me.. The little fisherman's cottage he had purchased was originally built with only access by boat. To ensure it remained secure, and just in case he needed to open the door when he didn't have a key, he had adapted part of his defunct radio transmitter case. The case had been secured with a thumb print lock. He had stripped the lock out before disposing of the case and had installed it in the cottage door. To open his cottage all he had to do was place his thumb over the innocent looking keyhole.. When I got to her home, first thing I did was took a hot shower while she took my dirty clothes into the washer, and she gave me some sweatpants to wear when I was done with my shower. When I got out of the shower, I went to her eat in kitchen, where she served me, bacon, scrambled eggs English muffins, orange juice and coffee.When we got eating breakfast, Melanie told she was going to get a shower herself and if I wanted to, I could go in the living room and watch TV. So I sat on the sofa and.