The sand actually makes this funny sound when you walk on it." Sounds like fun," I mumbled; my mouth full. I was having doubts; I was getting used, ba...ely (no pun intended), to being nude in a controlled environment But this was different, this was 'outside'.Kelly came back in and asked if we could come out and help her pack a few things. Jill gleefully said OK and I followed her outside. Thank god, her van was parked behind the house and not on the street."Hey, Joe, will you grab that easel in. She quickly stopped it, rewound it, and replayed the scene - pausing on the picture of the two. "YOU, SON-OF-A-BITCH," she yelled, hurling the half full can of soda at the television screen. It was her husband... John was screwing Helen. Sharon put her face in her hands, weeping, "Damn you... Damn you. How could you?" After a few minutes, she got her emotions under control, but not her anger, anger at John and at Helen. She restarted the video and watched the remaining 15 minutes or so of John. No doubt you are worried about your companions and you are right to be, as so many people were hurt by being in your vicinity over the last day or so.”Her words were painfully accurate and filled me with shame, as well as disgust at what had happened. Liza was put into danger and Clive was almost killed and all because they had traveled here with me. Had Ilane not been with me to see Celka, she too could have been hurt or nearly killed as well. I had brought this down on all of us. How many. For you guys out there heed my words when I tell you that confidence is like catnip to girls like me. I love when a guy doesn't ask me what I want because he took the time to get to know me, therefore he doesn't have to ask. He already knows what I want. I've had a good list of boyfriends since my first and yeah yeah that makes me a whore, go fuck yourself. Anyway, where were we? Boyfriends, that's right! So in any case, as I've gone from one relationship to the next I started to figure out.