The certainty of the previous evening was gone and I had a vague recollection of a struggle with a policeman and later a needle-jab to my arm. "I spen... six months in the asylum. My vision of a new dawn was dead, but my realisation of the futility of existence without it was still with me. All I wanted was to find some way to survive, to live a life that was halfway bearable. I didn't care what was true and what was not. I begged the doctors to brainwash me and make me back into a robot like all. While doing the same, I spotted a pair of her panties, black, with discoloration in the crotch. I don’t know why but I sniffed them so hard like it was the last whiff of air available on Earth. I felt guilty yet horny.This deed of mine made me so attracted to her that I tried to take a sniff of those dirty lingerie whenever possible. Days passed. I was sniffing one of those pairs as a part of the daily routine that I developed not long ago. Just then, she entered the room ranting about. "We have 14 people on the council, 7 men, and 7 women, with you as advisor and tie breaker if needed." Linda said."Ok I can live with that, what has been decided so far?" I asked."We have decided to hold off voting till the end of the year for the most part, there are too many things we just need to do right now. You will be in charge of the ranch like you said, basically being a governor, Paul will be in charge of the security forces overall. Jessica will be in charge of local security and. ‘Its really bad, Pat. Brace yourself.’ Pat lifted the edge of the blanket. The little girl under it couldn’t have been more than 10 or 11. Her face was elven like, but pinched because of inadequate nutrition. Pat swallowed hard, her hand momentarily brushing her own midsection where she was just showing. She rose unsteadily and went to talk to the detective standing with a gaunt white male. At close range the reek of alcohol was almost overpowering. ‘Hello Sam,’ Pat nodded to the detective. ‘Hi.