With the vibrator still locked between her legs and pounding her pussy, thenext one came. She shook again and her tits heaved up and down again. Mycoc... was dripping by now as I watched her. Thad came over to her andstarted pinching and twisting her large nipples. Her hips were rocking inrhythm with the vibrator while her tits bounced along in rhythm also. Itwas the first time I really saw her exhausted.Thad came over to me stroking his hard black cock. "Open your mouth,bitch!" He ordered,. "I feel like me. I think I feel different, but Helen doesn't think Iam." It doesn't matter what Helen thinks. If you feel you are different thenyou are, but is the difference enough for you?"This is difficult. How can I say what I feel if it ruins Helen's lovefor me? Would Helen still love me if I was a male David? Andy toldHelen to give me space to learn who I was. If I tried to be moremasculine would she remember what Andy said? Was she doing this becauseof her chat with Andy?"I don't. She had just started to eat something and then she choked on it and started crying. "It is not right", she said between sobs, " It was so much better when I had practiced it just yesterday." Superman got up and came around the table to comfort her. Lex/Leslie knew this was the time she had been waiting for and stood up as he came close knocking her plate and the wine all over the dress. "Oh, look!", she cried, "Now I've ruined the wonderful clothes that they got for me as well." "I just. " We both laugh.Whenever there is no one about, I wear my hair down. Mother loves it. Intruth so do I, but I would never admit it. In a ponytail I just look mynormal, somewhat androgynous self.A germ of an idea is developing in my mind and I finally map out a courseto present my idea, which will culminate on Mother's Birthday at the end ofAugust.I have now finished school, having completed my GCSE's and intend to studyfor 'A' Levels at a sixth form college nearby. With no school work I do alot.