”“I picked it with the filler from a ballpoint pen.” I answered,ignoring his question about my mental state. I wasn’t so sure aboutthat myse...f!Perplexed, he asked, “But how?”“There’s a safety feature built into the locks installed in mosthouses. It’s a hole about a sixteenth of in inch located on thedoorknob.” I went to the door.“See, on this side is the lock,” I opened the door, “On this side is thehole. It’s there in case you lock yourself out of an interior room. Allyou have to do is. I like it here, I like working with you. I like it a lot.”She wanted to recoup and go back to work if possible; she did not want to call her mom. She really did not want her mom to even know about it.I told her “I will do what I can. I want you to stay with me for a few days when you get out, until you are better.” I was actually thinking it was neat to have her feel she could ask me to help her.“You do need to press charges against him though, so he doesn’t this to someone else. You should do. I spoke the first word. I’m gonna explode.He pulled my short and underwear and now started again rub my dick. I was started to make a loud sound. He came near me and put his lip on the lip and kissed me deep. His strokes on my cock so strong that within 2 minutes I am exploded in his hand. He tasted my cum from his hand.Pawan said, “You taste sweet honey”. I was blushing. I’m gonna fuck you, honey. He asked am I virgin? I nodded my head. He said, “sweety I will take your virginity today”. He. I'd never come right out and said I wanted to date her, or questioned her when she said she didn't want to date me. I'd never stood up for myself.No wonder I'd exploded in the end.That's what I needed to apologize for. I slowed to a gentle walk as the revelation sunk in. I continued to play with the words while I finished the round trip, having won nothing with my scratch-off ticket.By the time I'd returned to my apartment, I thought I had enough of the words to write the letter. I labored over.