Heidi filled that role perfectlyuntil she got knocked up by Rob and left me. She cuckolded me right fromthe start, just like mommy."I'll tell you a bi... secret but you have to promise me you will nevertell anyone else," Kate said."Of course I will keep it secret," I replied. "Your little psychoanalysisof me has been so revealing I am almost getting hot flashes. I get themwhen something sparks the hormones that I get injected in me." I knew that," Kate said. "You would never know it, because it. I was barely aware of the sheernumber of passengers and my anger lasted just long enough to get to theplatform and then the sadness and loneliness set it I felt tears welling upin my eyes so I put on my sunglasses to hide from everyone else.The train comes, the customary shuffle of letting people off before thethrong of people cram themselves into these speeding tubes of death waitingto happen. None of this matters however as I try to hold myselftogether. Why did he have to be such a shit, a. They kept asking Tim if it was true, what I wastelling them, some of it seemed so unbelievable. That a man wouldunman himself for the love of a woman? All for love? Unbelievablyromantic! But he answered all their questions well enough, andthey did agree that in appearance and manner he was already more ofa girl than they were, some of them anyhow. No wonder. I could see him then and there imitating theirdifferent little mannerisms and inflections, trying out what thegirls at our table. "What time is it?" I asked a little concerned."Just after eight, so we have about forty-five minutes and we need to beout the door..." she told me.In the end I barely had time to gulp a cup of coffee, and eat the toastand oatmeal she gave me, before it she was carrying me with my backpackout to the car. As she buckled me in she smiled and said, "We might needto wake you up earlier if you want to swim in the mornings."I sighed but nodded as the clock said nine on the dot as we pulled awayfrom.