I felt dried up and brittle."Gas station coming," Ronny was saying. "You wanna stop or something?" Just let me out here." I had a couple smokes left i... my jacket pocket and I pulled one out, careful of my wet fingers and put it between my lips, pushing the little round lighter into the dash until it clicked."Here?" The guy was looking at me and he'd been doing a lot of that, I was sure."Wherever, yeah," I shrugged, clicking my fingers, waiting for the lighter to pop back out."I figured you were. " And eventually getting married and having children. But I don't want to have sex with you. It would be immoral of me to lure you into a marriage that had no sex in it, so I'm not going to do it. I'm too moral to do that. Not everyone is as immoral as you Mackenzie." But I'm NOT immoral! I'm a good girl." Be a good girl and go away then. Our relationship is dead. I suggest you set your sights on a boy who's more interested in sex than I am." I DON'T want sex! Stop going on about it. I want...". One day my father went out of station. At that time, I was sleeping in night, some one knocked the door, and I thought father came, then after some time, sex sounds came nearby. I thought my mom and dad were having sex. Since well are sleeping in single small room, I can hear the sounds clearly. But it was very dark. But when I waked up in morning I was shocked. I saw my uncle (my father’s brother in law) Shahul is sleeping next to me.I was in confusion that what I heard is dream or true. After. It was definitely time to redirect my thoughts."CJ is gonna love this corset. But I don't think he needs to know that Kim picked it out for me," I giggled.No. That's our little secret, replied the giddy girl in the mirror. CJ said he would text me as soon as his plane landed. I had a few hours, so I decided to head home, take a bath, and try to get my body and mind all cleaned up. "Hey, Sweetie!" Daddy greeted me, a bit anxiously. "I thought you were staying at CJ's tonight." Well..." I.