So I started with his attached message.Dear Brian,I CHOSE to refer to you as Brian and to assume you are Brian until YOU prove otherwise.That's what I...ve told Millie, Colleen, and Rebecca. I CHOOSE to Believe In You. If you are playing us, I will be so very unhappy, and you will be sorry to learn the full meaning of that. BUT, because of what my daughter tells me, I can choose to buy in for the present time.Colleen told me much of what you shared with them, and I was struck by several things.. Fall in love... have babies with her. If you pay all your attention to me that might not happen." It sounded perfectly reasonable to Valerie."But I love you." he said.Something twisted in her at his statement. It was what she was afraid of. "You're not supposed to love me. Not like that." she added."That's not what I meant." he said. "What I meant was that I love you. I like having sex with you. It's great. And I don't want to stop. But that's not WHY I love you. It's just part OF loving you.... "You're awfully quiet all of a sudden," she said. "Is something wrong?"He looked into her eyes. "Monica -- how many times have you tried to kill yourself?" Just the once," she replied and held up her wrist. "Why?" The social contract ... I think part of it is the two parties must be absolutely, brutally honest with each other. Don't you agree?"A wave of panic washed over her eyes. "Yes ... yes I agree. What's wrong, Reid?" I mean, both parties have to be able to trust what the other says.". These got me even more turned on, the thought of having a secret hookup while my wife was away.I was torn on this thought as I also didn’t like the idea of cheating but my dick got the best of me. Drunk and high enough I posted a request to find a girl between 18 and 40 to come over and have fun with me. During the next hour I also responded to several posts to try to get something setup asap. I was not getting anything back from the posts I sent. I did get several responses from the post I put.