But I didn't know, I didn't know him, it was my first time with a guy. Especially an older one. So this man drives around the gas pumps and I'm thinki...g "This must be him, I'll just wait until he notices me." He gets out and goes in and walks out after 2 minutes. He gets back in his SUV and drives up next to me and he looks at me, I knew it was him then. I get in we shake hands nice to meet you and have small talk for the car ride, only for about 5 minutes. (That felt like absolutely forever). His face was so close to my ear that had I turned our lips would have touched. Every muscle in my body tensed at his touch but not with the fear I had anticipated it would, but with a desire like I’d never felt before. It felt like he was touching every inch of me, caressing me with his voice, dragging me somewhere I knew I wanted to go. Suddenly Ms Shaw was stood in front of me with a book, bound in black. ‘I want you to take this book Ms Tucker and go out into the hall way. I want you to. He could see hersparkly dress a mile away. She wasn't moving. Moments ago he couldn'tstop running and now he found himself moving very very slowly towardsher, his heart in his throat. As he got closer, he noticed her dress wastorn and she was bent in an awkward position. As he came around her bodyand looked into her face his hand rushed to his mouth and tears pouredfrom his eyes. Her bright blue eyes shone dimly at him, devoid of life,her throat swollen and red from the rope that was wrapped. I was lying on the bed with my eyes closed. I think she thought I was deep asleep, but I was not. I was lying on the left side of the bed and my arm on the other side of the bed. She also took a blanket and laid on the right side of the bed on my arm I felt her back I was soft and the feeling was awesome as I was attracted to her body.She got up slid my hand on my side of the bed and laid back to the bed. Still pretending to be in sleep I did not respond to this move after 15-20 minutes she got.