Because from this moment on you will live as a woman. Live as one of usuntil the ways we think and feel and behave become a part of you andmindlessly...instinctive. Until you love feeling feminine the same ways weall do, and you can't imagine yourself any other way. That much beginsnow. In fact it began last week, when you decided to act on your owndesires and then informed me of them. Of course later on, if you findyou can't fulfill certain physical desires, can't gratify them. But the idea of the dozen or so shoppers in the store, all seeing and judging her, is a real turn-on. Abbie wonders if she can/could tell Tim about this flight of fancy she just had.It surprises Abbie, this little shopping trip to, okay, maybe forbidden jungles, is giving her such sexual satisfaction. Yes, she is at the point now. The pinnacle from which she does so need to release. Abbie is surprised that looking at different ways to pleasure each other gets her to this point. Tim her to. If you don't know knee boading is like water sking but on your knees on a small surf board. The first atempt was a failure. I could stay on the board, but I did feel my baathing suit move a little bit. So I tried it again this time it worked. As I was pulled by the boat I felt my bathing suit get pulled off by the moving water. I got my self kneeing on the board as the boat was pulling me around. Everyone on the boat (Grandpa, an Aunt, an other Uncle and his girl friend with a camera and. Something was wrong. But he couldn't put his finger on the wrongness. "I collect them, what else?" Babysissy sounded surprised. "Babies don't smoke, and I'm only four." He raised his eyes at that. babysissy was definitely over four, if not forty.The right part of the room was sectioned into two areas, each closed off by low railing. The first appeared to be a large dressing area, with rows of mirrored closets behind it. The second area looked decidedly kinky. Whips and rope and various.