We continued meeting a little more often than we should have and once again were being drawn close to each other. How much had I missed being with her...I cannot express. Well, our old group from college had decided to head off on a camping trip through the woods. Around the monsoons, the hills on the outskirts of the town are lush green and the trek although a tad risky, is quite an experience in itself. We have been doing this for a long time and we always carried just two tents. With the 7 of. I went back into the room with Anthony and he advised me to stay at his house until the tornado warnings are lifted. We sat down and continued our conversation he say " what funny about this shit is that you don't even act gay, i would have never guessed you were a fag, oops i meant gay" I laughed and said "and no body would ever suspect jay as being gay, you just never know your best friend or cousin could be gay, but because of how gay men are treated they are afraid to say so" he said "and. Sitting next to the tree that is beside our blanket you lean against it and then you draw me down to sit in between your legs and pull me back against your chest. Not knowing what to say or do, I just relax and decide to eat. By the time we finish eating and get to desert, I am feeling less shy and want to see how receptive you'd be to more. I decide to give my mouth to you for your pleasure. I want you to experience the joy and rush I had felt just moments ago. Knowing I am inexperienced in. And then there was that'other' part, the deep inner voice saying, 'isn't this what you werefantasizing about anyway?' And...wasn't it?The question. Did I really want to turn fantasy into reality?...................................................................."So, how longs it been since you wore a butt plug?"??????? Where the hell did that come from? "What's that, honey?" Iasked."I said, how long...has it been...since you wore...a butt plug?"Janice replied."I don't know what you're talking.