Normally, I am not a drinker, but the meal had been good and I wasfeeling pretty mellow. The others started to leave, but somehow, Ididn't want to go....He came over to me, refilled my glass, and after Idrank it, I found myself looking him in the face like I had never reallyseen him before, and knowing I loved him. I was head over heels. Ilooked down at myself and hated what I saw.How could he love me? I was out of shape, I was ugly, and worst of all,I was male. Oh, my, take a breath dear, you. He asks if he could step inside for a moment. Ok, really odd now. But I step back in and hold the door for him. He then tells me that he has been watching my videos and would really like to help me with them. Needless to say I am shocked.I manage to stammer out, 'what videos'?He says the videos of you taking big dildos, cock and fists, of course.Now I smile and reach for his zipper.Kneeling down right there at my front door, in the middle of my living room I find myself unzipping his mail. “Jennifer I love you, but I'm not in love with you. I don't know what to say honestly,” Ray said.“OK, thanks anyway, I love you too,” I replied.Then I walked away, but he just felt terrible though. He didn't have those feelings for me, so he said no. A few weeks had passed and we hadn't talked about my request at all. We still acted normal, he didn't treat me as if I was a venomous creature or anything like that, but one day as I was watching TV, he came in the living and sat next to me.“Can we. “Thank you so much.”Barney nodded. “Okay. And, hey. You did a great job with the drip. Didn’t even blink.”The drip? Laurie looked at her arm. The liquid--it had a light-blue tint--was already flowing into her vein. She hadn’t even felt it go in. Barney was that good.“You must have done this a lot,” she joked.Barney shrugged. “I’ve had a lot of practice.”Laurie nodded. One-fourth of all women. A statistic that had crept up recently. Now it was one-third. Was that even possible? Would it be.