Looking back at this journal at the start of December, I havechanged mentally.I think I have started to accept that my future is female. There does no...seem to be a way back to where I was. I think that I need to startexploring a female future. There is no way that I can pass as male in anyconvincing way. I could bind my boobs and wear male clothes, but my bodyshape is clearly female. My face has softened. I need to change mypapers, driving licence, passport etc. I may as well register myself as. She was doing her final year in a famous college in Bangalore while talking I offered her that I’ll help her to do the final year project because I’m also from the same stream. Finally, we decided to meet in the same week. We met in mg road, we had some chit chat and we boozed in the first meet. After meeting I invited her to my place which she agreed. After 1 week she came to my house and we were discussing stuff about studies and work life. That day I initiated to kiss her and she responded. As I biked back along the nature trail I'd go a couple of hundred yards and take a few pieces out and throw them as far away as I could. I expect I spread them over two or three miles.And at the end of those miles I was officially another person.Jackson Edward Carstairs. The new me.Spook had fixed it so I could still be "Jack" without suspicion, but everything else except the photo—my real one, not the doctored version Ashley had—was altered. I was a couple of years younger, and my birthday was. Looks like you will have to wait outside in the car mom told me.Is there anything you want Grama and me to get for you? I thought for a couple minutes I cant really think of anything but if they have a catalog pick one up and I will brouse through it.With that Mom and grandma went inside on theyre toy quest.About a half hour later they came out with a variety of dildoes and vibrators and a inflatable butt plug,and a strap on harness with several sizes of fake cocks.Grandma got in the car and.