I don't, no I can't believe anymore. I'm not sure why you still do. After all..."Let's not go there again. My preferences are the way they are. I am a...other way, and that is God's will. I accept that. There is probably some reason behind it."And what reason is there behind cancer, like the cancer that killed mom? What kind of being, what kind of creature could consciously do that to a person? Especially to my mom. She didn't deserve it. Not at all. I was never the same after that," Chuck said. She was beautiful and sexy and needed me, so I said yes when I should have said no. Sometimes the line between lust and love is thin and one thing leads to another. Sometimes, the real reasons we do things are the ones we are least conscious of. Maybe we're all selfish and self absorbed and pretend we're not. Who knows? I only knew I was angry and wanted to be out of there and knew she felt my coldness.“I'm so sorry,” Carla said and took my hand.I heard the tremble in her voice and wanted to. I took time and played nicely with his balls and the light pubic hairs on that.“I miss my Namitha (his girlfriend). I miss her. I want to fuck her”, he uttered while he moaned. I continued to suck his dick as he said her name for maybe 15 times.“I want to fuck her. Will you be my Namitha just for today? Please. I want to fuck you”, Amit said.As I didn’t know what to say, more the shock was that everything is happening so fast and I was wondering whether I am dreaming.Though I had fantasized. ”Kate was panting and tears flowed freely. I pulled off the highway at Snoqualmie Pass and parked. As soon as I turned off the car, Kate launched herself over the console to be in my arms.“Tony, I love you all. But I love each one of you. I didn’t know that was possible. Oh, I love you!”That was it. The dam broke and Kate was sobbing in my arms as I stroked her hair and kissed her head. This was what was bothering her. She hadn’t chosen one of us; she’d chosen each of us and all of us together..