I'd never believed it possible. Like all my classmates I'd been brought up to believe in a much more pleasant world than this. Like all the other girl... in my school, we'd been prepared as sacrificial virgins. We were taught how to love, and never even knew that clothes ever existed. We watched Buggery television: and as far as we knew that's what real life was really like."Buttercup sat down cross-legged, and the two other girls sat down beside her: Tracey stretched out on the ragged grass and. She had not told him about Greg at all, and she had hardly seen Greg since that night either. She really wanted Tim to take her like Greg had, but he was just into missionary, saying he wanted to be able to look into her eyes and kiss her as they made love. Tim had gotten condoms, and used them everytime since that first night. He was very worried about getting her pregnant. Chloe came out of one of her Finals, and there was Greg waiting for her. She smiled when she saw him and he smiled back.. "Just you."A waiter showed us to our table which we shared with another couple, David and Maureen Finnegan and brought us our champagne."Well here's to the ladies, bless 'em." David raised his glass and we toasted the girls who sat there grinning from ear to ear, they proved lively dinner companions and David had us all laughing at his outrageously dirty jokes throughout.During a lull he asked me what I did for a living, and I answered him truthfully, mum, and I had spoken about this when she'd. ? Dave went on to say that when I was tied up like that, itwasn?t really my choice anyway.? He saidthat since he was the one controlling me, it wasn?t my fault what I felt ordid, but his.? When I was under hiscontrol, I wasn?t responsible and had nothing to feel guilty about. That made me feel better too. So he said, ?You like being controlled though, don?tyou?? It gives you a kind offreedom?? That way you can feel thingsand don?t have to be responsible for them.?Steph, you?re a very special.