It’s been a few months since I had a virgin. I get my belt and begin to whip her the first strike lands on her right breast and she screams make my ...ock go rock hard I love it when they scream I want to hear her so I pull the gag off her pretty mouth. She asks me why am I doing this? And I say because I can! I tell her that I am her new Master and that she will do what I tell her or I will hurt her. I continue to whip her I flip her over and I start on her back as she continues to scream. I hit. The more I read the more distressed Ibecame. Here was the man I loved, pouring out his heart to some blankpages. I had no clue how tormented he was his entire life. There was evena section about how he contemplated suicide."Liz interrupted, "The coward should have killed himself. That would havebeen better than the pain, he caused you." Mother, please let me finish! Dispersed among all the pages of self-loathing, agony and heartbreak were passages of beautiful sentiments ofhow much he loved his. They told her that the work was easier and that she could easily get hired since the previous maid had quit, starting a family. Suk was excited and told this to me when we got home from one of the parties. I was skeptical still, since I knew that massage parlors were a place that prostitution could take place. But she was sure that the girls that she hung around with were not into that activity. Trying to dissuade her, I told her that she could try it out if she was so sure, but I wouldn't be. We live together in our own house since our parents kicked us out 5 months ago. Alyssa's about 4 months pregnant. I don't plan on ever leaving her like most fathers do lately. I love her with all of my heart and nothing could ever change that. I wake up to Alyssa in my arms. When I hold her it makes me feel all safe and warm. She wakes up moments after and turns around to look at me. Even with a bed head she looks fantastic. I kiss her on the cheek and we cuddle for a few minutes before we get.