Ihh..." Relax, Patrick," she put her hands on my thighs. "Now, we don't have much time, honey. Okay?" I winced. Oh my God, much time for what? "Could ... take your shorts off, please?" I could only continue to stutter and not form a word. But I didn't object. I didn't want to. So I nodded my head. "That'a boy," she smiled.I had a full-blown erection going on down there and she was about to uncover it. I sat up off the chair just enough so that she could slide my boxers down. And while she was. He groaned and worked himself faster.“Take your time,” I whispered. “Wait for me.”I was beyond gone.*I was pretty sure I could have blown a load right then and not lost my hard-on, but I wanted to learn what she had in mind.“Teach me,” I whispered back.She wiggled the shorts past her hips and let them drop, then kicked them aside. Her tanned tummy and thighs framed a tiny red triangle covering her pussy, and the thong strings hugged her hips.“Take off your blouse,” I said.She watched her. " I think of this baby as our baby you know" I wish it was." I said as I hugged her."In a way it is" Linda replied." How can that be - we have never had sex" I said." One day perhaps I can explain properly and the fact we have never had sex is your fault." Linda replied." No - oh no, I have always fancied you, but you never encouraged me at all."She responded. "What do you think I am dong now stupid?"She said with a smile. I hugged her close and kissed her passionately Linda moaned softly and. This leaves me free to devote my attention to doing it well. In my vanilla life I am a decision maker and a driver and impatient to get things done. When I have decided on something I go for it. Bridging this gap is something I am still learning. I have to remind myself as his sub that it is not about me. As his sub I must learn to be patient and wait until He tells me to do something. For example I would like to have some Ben wa balls so that I can train my vaginal muscles to be tight despite.