’ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ‘Dear diary, I made a decision yesterday that I do not regret and I am so happy that I did because Jason was the ideal lover for...me. We were both a bit clumsy at first, I felt somewhat awkward letting my best friend explore the nether regions of my body, but the way that Jason touched me felt like no other I’d ever known. I felt his rampant desire for me that was so pure, so perfect and oh, so very right it erased all doubt in my mind my decision was final. The world stopped. He wasn’t expecting anyone, but wasn’t surprised at the voice that broke over the voices coming from the next room through speakers that allowed him to hear them, but kept his presence unknown.“How are they doing?”He didn’t bother looking back, but moved to the side just enough for Dr. Moore to have room at the window. “They’ve just started.”“Sorry for getting her back a bit late, I hope that didn’t hold up the start. I saw how she was met with some resistance yesterday; I didn’t want to add. .. Is that all? This one time and everything is over? how will my life change after that? How can I "adapt" to that? How will I face her? What path will my sexlife take after that...? And most importantly how will I live without this... Without him... I want him I know it now... I need to have him... I will surrender to his will... I want to live in this ecstasy... And I have a feeling that he wants it too... I hope he does... As my feelings grow in to a mountain I feel my defenses and taboos. I say nervously because I dont believe batteries are meant to go under water whatever they say, and frightened I might be found electrocuted in the bath watching porn in tights with a vibrator. Mummy would kill me.So once on a gentle pulse I closed my eyes and moved the toy across my tummy up to my nipples around them both and down across my pussy. My other hand moved under my buttocks and stroked the nylon that covered my cheeks. Then my finger nail pierced the nylon and ripped them open so my.