..and the way he was looking at me...he KNEW!Maybe I was being paranoid...that had to be it! He's married! But I couldn't shake the feeling that he wa... eyeing me up all night.We hit a few bars, danced and got drunk, the herd started to thin around midnight, mostly the couples breaking off to head home, Natalie wanted to leave but I could see Steve telling her he wanted to stay.I had been avoiding Steve all night, this was too close to home and I wasn't willing to risk it just in case he could. "No, Ed, I guess you deserve to know. I've never told anyone this except my parents, so please bear with me." Kathy let out a big sigh then continued. "Two years ago I was raped."Kathy's head was down again as it had been the day I first saw her. She looked like I was going to blame her for being raped."Kathy, I am so sorry. You don't have to talk about this if you don't want to. Just remember, it isn't your fault that you were raped." Daddy says it IS my fault, Ed. He said if I hadn't been. ”I said, “Dave, that’s good to know, if you’re willing I’d like your help for the installation.”Dave said, “Not a problem, but I’m not getting in the attic in this hot Summer we’re having.”Later that morning two unsettling events took place. Maggi and Natalie started their periods. Curtis found out he had to go to Singapore, then Taiwan and then Hong Kong to broker a trade deal for his clients.Curtis went back to his home to get stuff ready and Loraine stayed with us because she got depressed. We will end up having sex.”I said, “But what about me Anki? I too have to be satisfied”She said, “Ok I will give you a blowjob.”I was in a t-shirt only. I got up and sat on the sofa. She came in between my legs and sat down on the floor, on her knees and said: “Start the video. I want to see how to give a blowjob.”I showed her the video and now she was ready to give me a blowjob. She took my dick in her mouth with closed eyes and started. My skin got back and she opened her eyes looking at me.I.