I was so scared and embarrassed that i was not able to talk to her for the whole day and just stayed in my room playing video games and masturbated th...nking about her in my washroom, and the good thing was she didn’t told my parents anything. So the nest day again i went to the gym came back took a shower and then my mami served me breakfast and started talking to me about normal things that how my exams went and all that in that conversation this happenedMami- hey so tell me do u have a. The idea was for my husband to find a willing man from across the country to impregnate me, but we had to change that plan after months of searching.A lot of thinking went into the decision, but we felt comfortable knowing that Henry would respect all our wishes. He had been our son’s best friend and we knew that he would keep this a secret to respect the memory of our son. He was a wonderful sixteen-year old and the perfect candidate to impregnate me.“Tomorrow at the same time,” I told him as. I was glad now that i had waxed my armpits as any trim of hair would be ugly and embarrassing.. When i was almost finished and was trying to zip my gown ,my brother came in through the door very well dressed and groomed in a greyish black tuxedo.. He slipped something into the drawer from his pockets , then came and stood behind me as i watched him through the mirror..Me: help me zip this gown..Him: sure my lovely wife.. You are looking stunning in this gown..Me: its almost 8.30.. Let s go. We split and I was of course devastated Six months later I was stating to feel a little better. My first love was fading from my immediate thought when I woke every morning. I needed a new girlfriend but I still felt as if it was to soon. My friends were all dipping there dicks all over the place, all telling me to get hold of such and such, she would empty my balls they'd say. I just wasn't like that then. I preferred a steady girlfriend and all that shit. Shy I think. Maybe. Who knows. I was.