"You seem like a very caring, sensitive person. I admire that, and I'm sure a lot of other people do, too." God, he sounded like such a wuss. Hopefull... Lou wouldn't come back in the middle of this! But somebody needed to tell her before things got even more out of hand. In some ways, Ben wished he could continue to manipulate her right into his bed, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. He cared for her way too much to do that. Too damn nice, he sighed to himself. Ben shifted uneasily. "I'm. She saw an episode of "Ellen" and then "Xena: Warrior Princess". She then watched women's golf highlights and an episode of "Howard Stern" that featured porn star Jenna Jameson.When Stern started asking Jenna about all the women she had sex with lately, Kimberly muttered: "Oh, great, lesbo talk" but she did not change the channel.Normally such a highly moral girl, Kimberly would have quickly changed the channel but for some reason she found Jenna talking about her lesbian expertise in. I get back to the school & she’s just finishing up with another lot of parents. She looks up & sees me there & holds up her hand up indicating she’ll be five minutes, ends up like two. I walk in after they leave, I was gunna ask straight up was there something going on between us but I lose my nerve & say I think I’ve left my phone here, It might have fallen out of my pocket, fuck... it’s still so obviously in my pocket I meant to leave it in the car. Anyway she bends down and has a look under. Karen was close enough to the ideal in Brian’s book. Now, however, she was gone, and Brian could never find a girl that would replace her, because she was too rare. If Brian regretted anything about their marriage, it was that Karen was infertile, due to her experience of ovarian cancer at the age of 24, forcing the doctors to remove her ovaries. He wanted to have a child with his lovely wife, and he never would get that blessing from his otherwise splendid marriage. The weight of the grief was.