It's knowing that it's accurate. It's knowing that when I step in front of a mirror that is what I'm going to see. It scares me every time. [quiet] Yo... were talking about yesterday, about when we were here, before we stopped, what I said.D. Yes.J. Every morning - Every morning I think my life is normal. That's not what I mean. I mean - I think everything, all this, you, this body, this hospital, was all just a long nightmare. I think everything was a dream. When I wake up I think I am Henry, I. I couldn't believe I said it where he misunderstood me. He had my breasts exposed and when I realized now what he was doing I said: "you're showing me online on the internet". He said "well you're looking at naked people more specifically a naked black man" so relax.About two nites later we were starting to play around when there was a phone call. He jumped and answered and I heard him say "yes. we'll be waiting". When he came back in the bedroom I asked who it was and he said it was work. I sat on one of the beds and waited to see if the girl would come up I heard footsteps and the bedroom door opened it was Penny’s mate Ellie a very cute girl 19yr old as well I smiled and stood up Ellie said “you’re so fit” and started to feel my chest I slid my hands over her shapely body and undone the strings on her top removing it to reveal a pert pair of young tit’s I bent over and gently sucked them moving my hand onto her pussy feeling how damp she was, I undone her ties on her bottoms. Phil and Frankie would come out for frequent visits. It gave Frankie more time to be with Phil and Lisa. Only a couple of years older, Frankie was more like Josh’s big brother than his uncle.“I know things were a bit emotional last time you saw Frankie, but that was four years ago. He was only thirteen. He’s almost eighteen now.”What Lisa’s dad was referring to was the time when Lisa woke up at four in the morning to find Frankie ejaculating on her exposed boobs. Frankie later admitted to.