Despising them, even. I have noticed myself becoming hateful and bitter. I hate that I was not good enough to deserve his love and have found myself s...tting and wondering what was wrong with me. He has turned me into a person that I am not and I can slowly feel more and more of myself slipping away. Still, I pathetically dream of him and the life I so desperately wish to live with him and only him. I think of a life full of unconditional love and happiness. I wish to come home to a house full. I shook as I wept in relief. I didn’t kill him. The words chanted through my mind as only throat-tearing sobs escaped my mouth. I didn’t kill him.“I’m sorry,” I choked out. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”I kept sobbing the words, clinging to him. He scooped me up in his arms. He was so strong. I nearly killed him. But I didn’t. My magic didn’t take another innocent life. He grabbed my discarded robes, stepping over the unconscious sailor who I had tried to prostitute myself to, and carried me into the. "How long until they ar–" Carly began, but Sam quickly interrupted. She was not having sex in a storage room, no matter how long they'd be alone."OK, thanks for the warning. Bye." She dragged Carly out into the hall, leaving an amused Wendy behind. Amused, but slightly intrigued at the retreating ‘assets’. Carly and Sam both knew they were being checked out, and it excited them, especially coming from Wendy.Carly looked disappointed at not making love to Sam, but running into the group Wendy. ???Sunday evening September 13th 2026?I guess this is the lull before the storm Katie.?We checked in before lunch as instructed and to my surprise they’ve allocated me a large room, one usually reserved for prefects and ex grad students. The fact I have a double bed indicates that I will share this with my mentor whoever that is. Will it be Martin or Peter who’d illegally helped me before? I won’t mind if it is either of them but would prefer Martin. None of the others in that group attract me.