“What’s the matter?” he asks.I shake my head. “Nothing. Hold me.”As he wraps his arms about me, I soak into his warmth, and draw strength fr...m him. This night with Joey is a gift, and I embrace it and him. I don’t know what I was expecting this night to become. Some adventure running around in the alleyways followed by a quick fuck on a rooftop? Joey’s not like that. Why am I? My fingers spread out over his back and caress him, and he strokes my hair.If the sky that we look uponShould tumble. As we playing, once I accidentally touched her boobs, but she really didn't say anything that time. We just continued to play. “You still think you can win?” Diane asked. “Well I know I'm gonna win,” I replied. She laughed and took a shot for the game point. She made it. “I'm sorry, did you say you were going to win Eric, or did I have water in my ear?” Diane asked.For that I just splashed her once and she wasn't too pleased. “Did you just splash me?” Diane asked. I splashed her again. “Now you. I tried to stop my emotions showing in my face, but Neil saw my reaction almost immediately.“Claire, baby, are you okay?”I tried to put a brave face on it. “It’s nothing, honey. I guess it’s still hard for me sometimes, seeing you with Hannah. That’s all.”Neil grimaced. Right from our early courting days, he’d always hated causing me pain.“Sorry, baby. I didn’t think.”“That’s okay, I can’t expect you to sit at home like a monk for the next month.”He smiled, “If you asked, hun, I’d do it.”My. These are some of the things that are on my mind when I’m dressing for a date with one of my black boyfriends. My husband isn’t always present when I’m on a date. It all depends on what’s planned for the evening. If I’m going to film a move than my husband most likely tags along. There has been a few occasions where my husband is traveling on business and too busy to be the camera boy so I setup everything myself. I makes sure everything is recorded so my husband can enjoy the movie later. .