I...I," At that moment I decided it's time to tell my roommate thetruth, "I've always felt that I'm female," I stammered, all of the suddena flood of ...motions crashed into me and I fell on my knees sobbing.Carlos went over to me and immediately put his arms around me as I sobbeduncontrollably. Here I was finally coming out to one of my closestfriends. We talked all morning and I unloaded all my struggles throughoutmy life. He couldn't have been more understanding."Don't worry girly, I'm here. Did you ever wake up in the middle of the night from a fever or illness and felt that everything about you was wrong? Waking up was kind of like that. Everything felt sore and wrong and out of place. It took me a second to realize that I was still in Anne's room on the ward as my mind seemed to be moving in all directions.Suddenly I heard a masculine voice. "Thank you Nick, I won't every forget this."I looked up and saw that the voice was coming from the face I see in the mirror every morning.. You both reach up and start sucking on them. I begin to moan - it felt so good. The two of you were sucking my nipples so hard - like the way I suck your cocks - nice and hard and deep. It felt really good and I was getting so hot and wet. Your other hands were running up and down my body stroking my pussy lips. I quivered underneath them. Both hands were petting. One finger went in and then another. I couldn't tell whose was whose but at this point I didn't care. It felt so good and I didn't. They also dreamed, soft dreams. The mother dreamed of how it hadall started, barely a year ago, when her darling son, just sixteen, hadhad to play the part of a white-gowned angel in a school play.That had been the start. The young child dreamed too, weird dreams ofdesire, dreams of making love to his mother and, a weirdly lovely,exciting dream of his estranged father, and the desires that he awoke inthe feminine child's fevered imagination. A tall, slim, handsome man whohad seen the child only.