Then toss away the empty carcass. It wasn't anything personal. It was what drove him, his internal demon. Some men got off on cars, or skydiving, or o...her thrills. He got off on control. Life and death control.He pushed the button to the bathroom and Alex went in without being told and removed her undergarments and shoes. She brought them back to him and he again took obvious pleasure in touching her still warm clothing. She didn't know it, but she was surrendering herself, her will to him.. I have no hold on her, and she is her own person. She'll make that decision, but I won't block it in any way. I think it'd be really nice. I would hope to maintain my relationship with her, but if that has to change, then so be it." Oh, I don't want her to stop loving you," Todd said defensively."I like that train of thought ... allow an 'and' instead of a 'but.'"I backed into the street with the car, and we drove around the neighborhood as I tried out the car. Suddenly, I wanted to spend a. "She smiled and kissed him on the cheek."Thanks! Be careful going home in the dark," she added as she headed out the door.--------------After Jason had finished with the closing routine he grabbed his bike and exited through the back door of the building. As he prepared to leave he heard a squeaking from around the corner, it sounded like two people humping in a car.While remaining in the shadows he peered around the edge of the building and saw Kelsey's boyfriend's car parked beside the. They would give me the works, including a feminine hairstyle with coloring, a complete makeover, electrolysis, ear piercing, eyebrow tweezing, and a manicure with longer tips glued onto my short masculine nails.We must have spent at least three hours in the salon. Every so often I would protest to Victoria, saying that the changes she was making to my appearance were too feminine and too drastic. She explained to me that this was exactly what she wanted; it was crucial that no one ever perceive.