I felt that way, too, until, during the ride here from seeing those x-rays forced me to face reality to a depth I?d not achieved until now. What I?... been feeling was that I was going to still be a guy inside, mentally. Now I realize I can?t allow that to continue, I have to begin thinking of myself as a girl, totally female in every way. It?s not going to be easy for me, that?s for sure, and not for you either. I can imagine there will be times I?ll suffer from emotional overloads and. Lori screamed as her girlfriend hit the gravel ground and rolled in a cloud of dust. “You bitch, Mitsuko!” She bent down and picked up a large rock, hurling it at the ghost-possessed Miyu. “What’s wrong with you, Mitsuko?”The rock missed badly. But Miyu’s head snapped around. Then her body turned as a separate, almost disjointed movement. She walked forward, but Lori realized it wasn’t natural. It was like Miyu was a puppet, her strings invisible.“Sayuri-chan,” the Japanese girl screamed,. Same rules as always apply. So, think it over as you eat. Then we’ll all take a note pad and pencil and see what we come up with and and discuss our wishes.”I got razzed a little. Denise teased me about having thought I’d decided on spin the bottle, and then having chickened out. The others teased me as well, but it was all in good fun. We actually enjoyed this game and usually we did something else afterwards for fun to follow it up. I was hoping tonight would be different.After we’d all. ” I also blushed at her comment and thanked her. We then had some cold coffee from there and we left the place. Then she said that “We can go to my flat as I am alone and there won’t be any disturbance.” We went to the parking area and we left to her flat in her car.We reached her flat premises and she parked the car. I was a bit nervous when I got down from the car as it was my first time like this and what if somebody catches us was my tension. She saw my face and said no need to worry as.