"I am sure you are hungry. For the most part, you will feed on animal blood, which I will provide. I know you find that less than appetizing but that ...s the way it is and it is not negotiable. On special occasions, I will feed you of myself. This is one of those occasions. This is the start of your training. Drink of me. I will stop you when I feel you have had enough," Amy said and held her wrist out to Melanie.Melanie did not move to comply. She only trembled and shook."Drink child. You need. I also told them about the up coming wedding. "Kathleen, me sweet darling, as you're the closest thing I have to a Mother now, would you join us up front in the family section?" Of course she started to cry. I then turned to Dad. "I have a problem with the selection of Best Man and I need your advise. There are several people from Shadow that I'm sure would stand with me but there's this older man who has helped me through a lot of rough spots for quite a while. I was thinking of asking him to. If you stay with me, I will bide my time by your loved side as well. If you disappear from my life, I will have no other selection than begin things anew. Life is loyal and disloyal at the same time. People are dedicated and false-hearted in the same breath. Our feelings are reliable and untruthful moreover at definite times. But our hearts and conscious, they are every time true-hearted and attached to the real us. We dont have to lie or fool ourselves here. We are not the ones who have. They came to see me in hospital, just after the Andy incident and me having just been told my legs were gone, one completely removed from the hip joint and t`other from mid-thigh after the accident, and being a bit d**gged up at the time I didn’t care if I lived or died. Ted, being Ted remarked that with false legs I might soon get about ok and saying how lucky I was that my todger was not getting removed too…. bless him, I had noticed… but it was kind of him to point it out! I was feeling.