That was an achievement. But if you want more, then I can give you more. But it has to be as I say." Long term, consensual enslavement?"I nodded."I gi...e myself to you and go on giving myself to you?"I nodded again."That's not an easy thing to do." No, but neither was running a marathon. And of course you didn't," Daphne looked puzzled for a moment, "any more than any of us do. You ran one mile, and then you ran another mile and then another mile. You just kept on running miles. That's what this. .Main tab b samjh nahi paya,tab mujhe kuch pata nahi tha…Fir jhula de kar pucha “ab kaisa lag raha h” maine fir kaha acha..Unhone pucha “pehle se jada acha ya kam” maine jada keh diya u hi. Fir wo mujhe andar le gaye bedroom me aur kaha “hum dono to dost h to chalo ek game khelte h but kisi aur ko batnaa mat”. Main ha keh diya..Unhone mujhe apna lund padka diya aur pucha kya h ye,,maine kaha pata nahi,,wo bahut mota aur hard lag raha tha,,fir unhone paint open kar k lund dikhaya,,bahut mota aur. I continued, "But it doesn't mean you can't have those things. You're a man. And just the same way girls use men, so men use girls. And the time has come she learns that lesson. She can't go through life throwing fits." He covered my hand with his. “But I love you.” I circled my finger on his leg. “I know you do. You didn’t give me this check for nothing. You want me to open a bank account. That means the world to me.” I gently put my hand beneath his chin and looked him in the eye. "Don’t. Alone at night, in the shower, when the house was empty besides me, the secret part of me that I keep hidden would come out. I lived for those moments, my heart would always race and I could feel my face flush. Naughty doesn't begin to describe how it felt.This pattern of behavior continued long past high school into college. Like I said before, sports have always been a big part of my life and baseball provided me an opportunity to continue athletics at the next level. I moved up to school.