Her eyebrows lift in appraisal, followed by a shy but growing smile. Only then do I realize that my cock is not only erect, but standing straight out ...rom my body with a slight upward curve that aims the tip skyward. For an instant I feel exposed and even embarrassed. But as her look fixes on my cock, she leans back in her chair, lifts her hips, and slides her thong down her legs in one easy motion-- revealing a neatly trimmed patch of pale yellow hair. Below, her labia are as swollen as her. I’ve been sad the last few days. I don’t feel productive. I’ve been working about 10 hours a week. I did put in a full 8 yesterday. I hear people talking about their dreams and goals for the future and I can’t afford the pain of having any.When I wrote about being overwhelmed in the bank two chapters ago I didn’t mention that I was having full blown for lack of a better word dementia like symptoms. I knew why we were there but didn’t understand what was going on. I was arguing about what papers. Father followed closely behind her. Standing at her back, he could smell her. As he took in the supper she'd prepared, and the lotion she applied to his favourite parts. Father leaned in, moving her hair aside and letting her know his appreciation with a warm kiss on her shoulder. Closing her eyes, Mother leaned her head waiting for him to press his lips against her soft skin and beckoning another kiss. As he kissed her neck Father’s hands roamed down her waist, slipping in-between the. So we talk for a bit and he admits how obsessed he is with Shaelyn and that he jacks off to her everyday, I laugh and admit that I do too. After a few minutes of talking I tell him I have to go and put the plan in to action, he asks me to just get a few pictures of her naked and send to him in return for the Xanax, I agree and go back home to start planning. Later that day during movie time I put the plan into action as I crush up 2 of the Xanax pills and put them in her drink. After about 10.