"Lots of reasons," she answered cryptically. "But I will never, never,NEVER do it." The last ‘never' had been directed at me, as Carrie locked eyes ...ith mein a resolute stare. And she meant it. In fact, I had long since given up trying to convince her. I had long ago resigned to the fact that I would never be engaging in anal sex with my girlfriend. "Have you ever tried it?" Mel asked Kevin, suddenly switching the focusof the conversation from me and Carrie. "Fuck no!" he answered strongly.. Fir vishal bhi utha fresh hua aur hum breakfastke liye table pe baith gaye.abhi breakfast khatm bhi nahi hua tha ke door bell baji."yaha kaun aa sakta hai?"maine ghabrate huye puchi."Mere dost aane waale the,wohi honge"vishal chair se utha aur door ki taraf badha.thodi der me do ladke andar aa gaye."ye ritesh hai aur ye salim" vishal ne meri taraf badhte huye bola.maineun dono ko halki smile di aur "Hi" boli.fir maine unhe breakfast ke liye invite kiya par unhone mana kiya."Hum breakfast kar ke. Jab bhi mauka milta ham dono aapas mein bahoot baate karte. Aisse din bite aur ham dono ki dosti ko kab pyar ho gaya pata hi na chala. Ek din mein use movie le gaya aur theatre mein uske saath romance kiya. Magar neha ne mujhe upar se hi niche tak aane nahi diya. Phir ek din mein use lekar lodge chala gaya. Aur ham dono apni kasar nikalne ke liye dono hi bechain the. Hamne room mein pravesh kiya to neha mujhe palang per lipad padi. Meine apne jute nikal diye aur neha ko apni bahoo mein bhar. The illusion was he had invented something new and fantastic and he was the one who needed to spread the news. But the fact that it was youthful illusion was what made it possible. He had the strength and vitality and resiliency and youthful beauty at this moment in his life to succeed in his quest if the quest was ever to succeed."Abandonment is always justifiable by men," said Natty, her vehemence tempered by the month old child suckling at her breast, her tears unrestrained dampened her.