The days passed slowly and finally the week that would welcome Traceyback into the world for a short period. Mom took Dad to the airport tosee him off...on his trip with a couple of colleagues before plans couldget fully under way.Back home I began my rebirth by taking a shower I used liberal amounts ofhair remover on my skin to return to that smooth Tracey that had been onthe cruise. Mom had skipped off to Avril's which worried me a bit butshe did had produced a plausible excuse explaining that. Uska hathiyaar bhi uske badan jaisa moosal aur lamba-mota. Mere bittebhar se bada aur meri kalai se aadha. Uske sath byaah hone ke baad meinapne pure jeewan ko bhul chuki thi.Haan. Main shaadi hone ke pahle apne do-teen doston se yaari kar baithithi. Aur unke saath humbistar bhi. Lekin Shyaam se shaadi hone ke baadmaine kabhi bhi unko yaad nahin kiya. Ab jo kuchh bhi tha toh wohShyaam hi tha.Shyaam aur mere purane yaron ki nazron me main gori chithi haseengudiya thi. Mere lambe-lambe baal, mere. Went away ... Mum became ... distant. It was obvious to me, even then, that she blamed me more than she blamed you.” Her eyes went distant as she relived the past. Alec reached out and took hold of the hand that had been wrapped around the coffee cup. “Social Services and the Police obviously said the opposite. That it was all your fault, that none of it was mine. I was put into the temporary care of a foster family during the court case. Afterwards ... I was still with them; mum wanted nothing. And than I suddenly thought that there was no need of her to brush her elbow so I bent down and whispered in her ear that I know that your act was not unintentional (I don’t know how I got that courage).Than after hearing that she got up and went outside telling that she would return in some time. We waited and my friends were asking me about what I whispered and I kept saying nothing as I was scared about what will happen now. Than suddenly teacher knocked the door and told us to come out of.