“Donald is a skilled lover, I’ll admit, and before we were married, he was able to satisfy me. But when he was courting me, I still had a string o... other lovers.The way she said ‘string’ sent a chill down my spine. It was a jolt of fear in dealing with such a sexual woman, combined with excitement. Excitement won.“I grew up in Slovenia, where we have a different attitude about sex,” she explained.She lowered her voice. “He didn’t know it, but Donald rarely fucked me when I didn’t already have. Instead he proffered a drinking bottle similar to what you woulduse for a caged small pet. "Your mouth must be parched, drink this, it'sblackcurrant juice, very refreshing. Of course don't spill any, wouldn'twant to get it on the dress and leave a stain would we?"Luke was actually glad of a drink, he took the nozzle between his lipsand sipped. As soon as he did the liquid started to flow and would notstop so he had no option but to keep glugging the drink down."Good girl, spilling the drink. I am toohappy and contented. My feminine character has almost totally submergedmy male side, not that there was ever much to submerge.I started my electrolysis, last Tuesday 14th September. 2 hours underthe needle. It was no where as painful or unpleasant as I expected. Igo for my second time tomorrow Wednesday 22nd September. Two hoursagain. If that goes as easily as last week, I will talk to Erica aboutgoing for three or even four hours, next.My hair is now getting quite long and has a mind. “Tell me.” “No. But I will help you decide.” “How?” “A game.”“The hunt?” “No, all of this is the hunt. Let’s call it a game in a game.” I sigh. I’m so tired, but I have to play along. She still has Maria over me, just like Becky’s sister. She can still hurt those I love, even if I’m willing to let her hurt me. “What if I don’t want to play? What if I let you have me?” “Don’t lose heart, Sarah. If you want to quit, you can quit. I will set things back. Karla can become Carl again. You will want.