I paused andtried to make myself look hurt as I said, "I can't have them. I don'thave a uterus."Mrs. Austin nodded, checked the box and went on with t...e interview. Sheoffered not a word on my answer. I thought it was a bit impolite to notat least give phony sympathy. I had to get over it though. Mrs. Austinthen asked me why I choose this profession. I made up some spiel aboutloving being a part of a child's growth and learning. I pretended that Iwould find it somehow rewarding. I had heard. It’s almost that simple. Sometimes people feel that their bodies don’t match their minds. When that is something that is really, really hard for that person to deal with, they may be transgender. You follow?”“Yeah,” Jere said.“Then that person would want to live as a girl instead of a boy. It works the same way for some girls that feel they are really boys.”“How do they know,” Coree quizzed.“It’s hard to explain. But it’s something they feel very deeply and from the time they are very young. Yaar like to tujhe main bhi krta hoon bt we r friendC: chal chor apna contact no deHmne apne no exchange kiyeClass k baad uska msg aaya ki I am missing u. I said me too. Thn vo kehti kahi milne ka plan hi bna le.I said kl dekhte hai.Agle din humne ghoomne ka plan bnaya hum pehle movie dekhne gaye vo mere bilkul kareeb ho kr bethi thi.Usne jeans top pehna tha.Nd maine kurta payajama. Usne dheere dheere meri baaju pakri nd mere shoulder pe sir rakh lia. Tb tk mujhe kuch galat feel nahi hua thn vo. The day of the trip came and Belinda drove me to the airport, kissed me goodbye and told me to hurry home and she would keep the bed warm for me. As soon as she was out of sight I caught the courtesy bus to a rental car agency and rented a small compact car. Our neighborhood was full of small compacts and one more parked on the street would go unnoticed. From the car rental I drove to a motel and checked myself in for three days and then I headed for home. I hoped to be in place to follow.