.. that is the word for it ... masturbate ... if they are normal." Sometimes when I do it my thingie, uh penis, gets kind of raw. And sometimes it jus... kind of goes off too quickly."Grace's face was bright red, but she laughed and said, "That's because you need lubrication to keep down the friction. As far as doing it too quickly, you need patience and to take your time. It is all about pleasuring yourself while you are doing it and not just climaxing. The climax is great, but it is the. I was screaming in ecstasy as he shot his load into my arse hole. "Fuck that was hot" Mr Parker said. "Tell me Alan, did you like the film?" I replied that I found the leather gear very exciting and would like to wear similar items. "Yes, that could be arranged if you are willing to behave properly" . "What exactly does that mean" I replied somewhat innocently. "Well Alan, I have a couple of friends that would be VERY interested in meeting you and would love to do to you what those men were. But I am desperate to cum and I can only cum by hurting myself while I touch myself, by thinking about myself and my depraved state, by picturing myself being looked at.Half an hour ago, I was on my knees moaning in pain. I wanted to cum but nobody would touch my cunt. I can't yet cum just from pain but I will get there. Thomas promises me that. If you don't remember from my last entry, I am a tit slave and a body-modified slave. I am picturing myself as I am now and it makes me want to cum. It. Best I could do on short notice. Anyway, I’m looking forward to your show today. I’ll come early, make sure I get a good seat.’ ‘I hate to break it to you but this is a seat-free performance. It’s the college fall festival and we’ll be on a campus common area.’ ‘I’ll manage.’ ‘Okay.’ She paused. ‘So, your leg. Is that from the shot you blocked in Philly?’ He turned and she giggled at his expression. ‘Why, Ryan, am I to understand that you watched my game? Without me even asking?’ ‘Oh, shut up.’.