" Hindsight," Eve pointed out. "Nothing but a might-have-been, and there's no control over that. You could just as easily blame yourself for not talki...g her into taking the boys to school Tuesday morning." Christ, don't I know it," he replied sadly. "I've thought about it, I've thought about half a hundred other things I could have done to have her an hour late for work. But nothing like that happened." Nothing like that happened," Eve repeated his words. "Dave, you can't kick yourself over. After stowing their gear, they had the craft update their comps to show current conditions and the latest maintenance records, then both pilots went outside for a walk-around. Having learned the hard way that they should assume nothing, they inspected the craft, inside and out. Under the simulator's control now, the craft was real as far as they were concerned, and they treated the walk around as a serious matter. This was not a new vessel; it had seen many missions. Anything could have. A gentlerummage and he unearthed my black 4" pumps and shoulder length auburn wig."These gifts too I suppose?" Look, Sir," I saw his name was Smith, "Officer Smith I will come clean. Iam a crossdresser, you know? Sometimes known as a transvestite. You wouldhave seen shows about guys like me, if not on Oprah maybe on Springer. I getmy kicks from dressing in women?s clothes. I don?t get the opportunity veryoften, cos of my situation. I am embarrassed enough as it is, can we justkeep this between. I left the office for my meeting with Royce. I was back in the apartment at 9:30AM and he was right on time. It was a short drive since the sign company was inside an older shopping center near the downtown."If we are going to be serious about this, we probably need a second vehicle to cover in case of breakdowns. It doesn't need to be fancy or signed up just available for use," Royce said."I have a rental arrangement with a used car dealer. I expect they will still honor it. I will be cheaper.