For the first time, I said no to him. He told me matter of factly that if I didn't suck his dick, I should go back to my room. Reluctantly, I said fin... and left. Ten minutes later of crying by myself, I knocked. The door was locked again.Whenever he was mad at me, he seemed to lock his door. He was beyond rude and slammed the door in my face. I knocked again and said OK OK. He opened the door quickly and had this big grin. I got on the side of the bed where he led me and I asked him what do I. God, I wish you were here in my arms. I love you, talk to you tomorrow, good-night baby."She then laid her head back down, wanting to drift off to sleep again. The more she tried the further awake she became. She sat upright in bed and shouted, “Douglas, why can't you be with me like I want you to be. Oh baby---WHY?" She then walked to her computer and opened her writing program. She was not sure, what she would write. Sometimes, when she was troubled, she could put her thoughts down in poetry.. .." I think a set of 38's would be great," Sully offered."I wonder," I said."What? Why?" Shelly asked.I played with her nipples briefly before responding."What size are you now?" Umm, I wear a 32 A Bra." You shouldn't go to more than a 34 B or C." What!" Sully bellowed."Well, my advice is to talk to the doctor first, and be sure to get a competent one, but I think Shelly's frame would be distorted carrying 38's. I mean, do you want her to be freakish like Dolly Parton?" I don't want to look. I knew Iwasn't gay, but I was a woman and it wasn't wrong for a woman to love andbe loved by a man. And I had never had much luck in my relationships withwomen. Maybe this was as it was meant to be for me.For the evening I wore a pair of dressy, black pants and a cowl-necksweater with silver threads running through the fabric. The pants werejust the right length for the black, stiletto pumps I was wearing. I foundsome silver jewelry that went perfectly with the outfit but wasdisappointed that I.